Hey ya'll! Since my last entry I've figured out why I am goin out w/ Stitt...There is that something that attracts me to him. He makes me so freakin happy ALL THE TIME! Even if i don't see him but think about him I get this big smile on my face and want to see him so freakin bad! I think that I am falling in love BUT I don't really know what "love" is...its just yea....its different for other people....I see there boyfriends saying it a week into their relationship and then others they have been goin out for almost a year and they still don't know if its love or lust...i just don't know! but you know what i hope this is love....bc i dream about a future with him like every night. So I have no idea! I like him so so so so so so so much!

staci

Hey ya'll sorry haven't wrote in a long time AGAIN i just haven't been home....i just work so much and cheerleading is my life i can't help it....its gunna get me through school its all gravy! but yea since i wrote last stitt asked me out on the 6th....and yea now im goin out w/ him....i don't know why but i am....so yea...sometimes i think that i like him but then sometimes i don't really know...all your gurls know what i mean....yea....my mind doesn't make its self up...and its HORRIABLE! but im excited for the dance on saturday even though I HAVE PRACTICE TILL 3! gorsh on my daddys bday AND valenitnes day! how rude! lol! oh well we have comp coming up and we need to practice and redo our routine AGAIN! we need to WIN!!! we have only gotten 1st only 1 time and that was in jefferson city on Jan. 12th! so yea we need to bump it up even though we usally place in the top 2 or 3 we need a 1st! omgorsh i just can't make my mind up about nething.....but yea im gunna go and do my STUPID ASS H/W!!! GOSH I HATE SCHOOL!!!!! ill talk to ya'll later if i remember!!!

love ya'll tonz!

StAcI

Hey ya'll sorry I have wrote in a long time!!!! Lets c since I've written Ryan has broken up w/ me bc i was too clingy and all this shit but OH WELL!!! he can go fuck himself! but neways so for the dance im goin w/ his best friend. sounds good doesn't it! but yea julie and trickitt are still goin together and all that fun stuff....lets c im gunna have so much fun tho!!!!!! Okay for the rest of my weekends during feb this is how it goes....this weekend is Comp in Topeka......then the next weekend is the dance and then the next weekend im in branson for another comp! YAY but yea since its a snowday im gunna go and do fun STUFF!!!

staci!!!

HEY YA'LL!!!! OMGosh the weekend was SOOOOO much fun!!!! On Friday I went to the movies w/ Julie and Ryan and Ryan.....and Julie spent the nite....Then on Saturday Julie,Ryan,Ryan, Stitt and the whole gang hung out and it was so much fun.....Julie again spent the nite....Then on Sunday I went to Julie's house and we went out with Ryan and Ryan to eat and then they came back and played pool @ julie's.....I stayed the nite....OH and Mark and Clay came by and we went outside and talked to them for a good LOOOONNNNGGGG while...It was so FREAKIN cold.....and they were in Clay's car so they were all warm and tosty! LOL but yea Today was not so much fun.....I was called some bad names b/c im goin out w/ Ryan oh well.....Life goes on and u get older.....but yea......you need to life by this.....

be more concerned about your charcter than your reputation, because your character is who you are and your reputation is what others think of you.

well ya'll I'm off to the gym.....life your life one day @ a time and never by the past!

love yall tonz!!!

staci 

 I LOVE YOU RYAN!!!!!